Monday morning ...

As usual ...
There's no big deal ...
No project to do ...
No progress at all ...
Actually what happen to me is depends on what happen to my company that I work with ...
Girls still gossipping ...
Boys with their games ...
and me busy about my blog or friendster ...
It is only 13 days left to say bye 2005 ...
" ...nothing change so much... "
What have I done in 2005???

Jealous, envy ...

Today when I read an e-mail sent by one of my friends talking about their life , job and etc I feel jealous ...
Their are so lucky ... with a good life, good job and good etc ...
But I am still I am even worse than yesterday...
People say today is better than yesterday but for me yesterday is better than today ...
I do not know why this happen to me ...
Actually I try to run from all of this ...
I have try many thing but seem something wrong ...

My Niece and Nephew

Today everything goes wrong ...
I forgot my hp and that means i forgot my mum accaunt bank number ...
I promise to my mum that today I should bank in her money ...
I 'll make decision go back home to get my hp ...
Lucky me my boss is not around ..

I would like to share my family member to all of u ...
Hahahaha ... It is just my nephew and my niece only ...

This is Amin ...
He is 3 years old now...
Actually he already been a model when he 2 years old ...
At that time his parent keep his hair long ...
Unfortunately his granparents don't like it ...

This is Intan ...
We called her adik ...
She is very talkative girl ...
Nobody believe that she same age with amin ...
She's very active and nobody believe that she could talk like 7 years old girl ...
If you not believe me , I'll prove it to u ... hahaha

Bored ...

Ohhhhhh ...
Quite bored ...
I do not know where to start , when to start , and what to start ...
It 10:08 am, and I am still do not know what to do ...
I saw and hear a girls gosipping about artist, politician as usual ...
Suddenlly ... ring ... ring ... ring (phone) ...
Go to hell with that ... Is it not my task to aswering the incoming call ...
Empty ...
I do not know lately I feel something bad might be happen to me ...
But I do not know what is it ...

Oh I forgot to tell you that I got my salary for November yesterday ...
That a good new right ... but unfortunately I only get rm600 and another more than half will be pay, but when ??? ...
Patient...
I read newspapers while I write this blog to get more ideas ...

Today hot news other than ASEAN


OCPD: Squats are standard procedure

After read the news the first word come to my mind is "Don't judge a book by its cover". Eventhough the procudure is humaliate but if we consider it is the way our police department to do their work we have to accept it cause it will benefit us too. I know the first thing came to our and my mind when we watched the video we directly blame the policewomen who order the squat ear. Why we should blame the policewomen, she just do her duties. The person to be blame is the person who take the video clip . He should be punish. I feel sympaty to the policewoman who is pregnant now.

no idea ...

Nancie Foo uji anak-anak cakap Melayu

I feel proud to be Malaysian when I read the news above. This is the example truly Malaysian. Nancie Foo, an Malaysian chinese artist who teach their child to be Malaysian. She should be an axample to other chinese in Malaysian. She proud to be Malaysian and urged her child to congquer Bahasa Melayu and Melayu customs.

ah ...
my boss came .. .
pretend there are lot of work to do ...
hahahaha...

Truly Me (My Way)

And now, the end is near;

And so I face the final curtain.

My friend,

I’ll say it clear,I’ll state my case,

of which I’m certain.

I’ve lived a life that’s full.

I’ve traveled each and ev’ry highway;

And more, much more than this,

I did it my way.Regrets,

I’ve had a few;

But then again, too few to mention.

I did what I had to do

And saw it through without exemption.

I planned each charted course;

Each careful step along the byway,

But more, much more than this,

I did it my way.

Yes, there were times, I’m sure you knew

When I bit off more than I could chew.

But through it all, when there was doubt,

I ate it up and spit it out.

I faced it all and I stood tall;

And did it my way.

I’ve loved, I’ve laughed and cried.

I’ve had my fill; my share of losing.

And now, as tears subside,I find it all so amusing.

To think I did all that;

And may I say - not in a shy way,

No, oh no not me,I did it my way.

For what is a man, what has he got?

If not himself, then he has naught.

To say the things he truly feels;

And not the words of one who kneels.

The record shows I took the blows -

And did it my way!

Narnia...Chronicles of Narnia movie... Last Sunday

I wake up early last Sunday. 630 am pray (subuh) then take a bath and get ready to jogging at Taman Tasik Titiwangsa. Sharp 730 am my friend and I start jog. After 2 rounds I stop it is to exhausted... Then I do some exercises, while doing the exercise I feel that somebody straring at me. Oh God that girl again... I ignored...

930 sharp take a breakfast and go back...

Today I plan to watched new movie Chronicles of Narnia movie.
The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch, and The Wardrobe

I arrived at TGV around 1030 am, and i saw a long que at Narnia ticket caunter... what a long que... not again I talked to myself. TGV already seperated the ques into two . One que for Narnia movie and the second que for ohter movies. For Narnia they provide 4 caunters ticket but I still have to wait for along time."bak kata orang alang alang menyeluk pekasam biar sampai ke pankal lengan". After 1 hour que its my turn to buy a tickets, unfortunately there are no more 3 strainght row seats. So I talked to my friend to separated, fortunately they agreed...

Sharp 1150am the movie start....

In World War II England, the four Pevensie siblings --

Lucy, Edmund, Susan and Peter -- enter the world of Narnia through a magical wardrobe while playing a game of 'hide-and-seek' in the rural country home of an elderly professor. Once there, the children discover a charming, peaceful land inhabited by talking beasts, dwarfs, fauns, centaurs and giants that has become a world cursed to eternal winter by the evil White Witch, Jadis. Under the guidance of a noble and mystical ruler, the lion Aslan, the children fight to overcome the White Witch's powerful hold over Narnia.

Based on C.S. Lewis' beloved literary classic....

Nothing ... Empty soul ...

And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world.

Yes I think to myself .......what a wonderful world.

Sometimes as a human we forget to thank to our Creator...

We always forget that something happen must be a reason behind...

People change , so do I...

But people can not accept...nothing change ...

I am frustrated...

Ahhhhh....go to hell with them...

Only Allah knows why...

I love myself...

I always thinks that I love myself more than other...

How???

Questions...

For me I always thanks to Allah to give me a chance to still alive...

Lot of Love ...

Untitled

The End Of The World

Why does the sun go on shining?
Why does the sea rush to shore?
Don't they know it's the end of the world
'Cause you don't love me anymore?

Why do the birds go on singing?
Why do the stars glow above?
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when I lost your love.

I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why ev'rything's the same as it was.
I can't understand, no I can't understand
How life goes on the way it does

Why does my heart go on beating?
Why do these eyes of mine cry?
Don't they know know it's the end of the world?
It ended when you said goodbye

Don't they know know it's the end of the world?
It ended when you said goodbye.

I jusr read from all local newspapers about our loving couple Yusry and Erra already split. Their are not live in one roof. Poor both of them. From what I've reads from all reports both of them still love each other. Event I'm not fan Erra neither Yusry I hope that their can handle their problem, and media expecially don't try to make the problem worse. Let them to handle it...

I 100% agree what they said... dont make the problem worse...

What A Wonderful Day

Yesterday is the most wonderful day in my life for 2005. I met my ex-shoolmates which I didn't saw him for a such long time( 9 years I guess). There's a lot of things we share. A first I kinda refuse to meet him since I have work to do , backup some data but then I just left my work and meet him. He's one of my best friends in school.

We met at KLCC around 8.00 pm, just after we met we have a dinner at KLCC foodcourt, we have share a wonderful experinces, memories, and etc. What a wonderful dinner. I can talk to him any topics without boundaries . Since both of us Sarawakian nobodies know what the hell we talking about. Hahahaha....

Then after the dinner we book a movie ticket ( AEON FLUX) at TGV KLCC. At ticket caunter we met Anuar Zain. He want to take picture with Anuar but I told him it is 'kolot' thing if he do that hahahaha kus....kus. Before the movie start we take a cup of coffee at Gloria's Jean. On the way to Gloria's Jean he suddenly stop at Chinoz and say hello to somebody. Then he introduce me to that person which is 'Mat Salleh' his ex-colleague but I cann't remember his friend's name. He has a chat with that person. Then we have coffee at Gloria's Jean.

Sharp 850 pm we go to the cinema. Before the show we have a little chat .....hahaha this is fun part I asked him what is the first movie that he watch in cinema. He told me "POWER RANGER" ohhhhhhhh goesssssss.........then we laugh together. Suddenly the person who seat next to me come I know that person it my ex-college, but I cant remember his name. Interestingly my ex-college is Anuar's friend. Thank again to God that I made a good decission not to take Anuar pic with Kus... Then I have a little chat with my ex-college.

I dont know what I cant tell about that movie. It quite interesting but sometimes I cant understand what the story all about but once again I enjoy...Then after the movie finish we just walking by to Hotel Istana. At the hotel we have once again a good chat until 230 am. I felt so tired...sleep...zzzZZZZZZZZ

On the morning which is today once again I have a breakfastwith him at Hotel Istana and all sponsor by him , what a good friend... I am so terharu with him, it suppose me to treat him like that since he came to my place but...

Oklah kus thanks u for everything ... I am very appreciate it...

Sik sabar maok temu agik...

Hooked In The Feeling

I do not know why recently my life is so meaningless. I always dream a true love comes to my life. I only feel it once......poor me.

Sometimes when I see a loving couple pass through me I feel so sad cause I have nothing.

Am I to choosing when it comes to couple matter?

Some people said that easy for me to get couple cause I've got everything

....ceewah

but for me it is really hard.

Watch out Dayang Fans

I just got a good new from my friend that Dayang our queen of R & B will perform at the Planet Hollywood. The show will start every Sunday night 11 till at the end of the year 2005. So wacth out Dayang fans "datang jangan tak datang".
For sure I will go but not really sure which Sunday. PH trust Dayang 200% with her briliant, marvelous, and faboulous performance to attract more guest to PH. At that night Dayang will sing all songs in her new tribute album 'KASIH' and not forget her hits and killer songs.

"Dayang percayalah kepada diriku,
Aku cinta kepada dirimu Dayang,
Dayang dengarlah hati ku berkata,
Hidup mati ku hanya untuk mu"

Ceeewah to feelings lah plak ...

So Dayang Fan see u there.....