Monday morning ...

As usual ...
There's no big deal ...
No project to do ...
No progress at all ...
Actually what happen to me is depends on what happen to my company that I work with ...
Girls still gossipping ...
Boys with their games ...
and me busy about my blog or friendster ...
It is only 13 days left to say bye 2005 ...
" ...nothing change so much... "
What have I done in 2005???

Jealous, envy ...

Today when I read an e-mail sent by one of my friends talking about their life , job and etc I feel jealous ...
Their are so lucky ... with a good life, good job and good etc ...
But I am still I am even worse than yesterday...
People say today is better than yesterday but for me yesterday is better than today ...
I do not know why this happen to me ...
Actually I try to run from all of this ...
I have try many thing but seem something wrong ...